When I started my business over 2 years ago, I always gave a second thought as to what type of posts I wanted to appear on this blog. I didn't want them to be to personal in fear of driving away clients. 2 years later I realize that it's my personality that attracts clients, and if there are clients that are disturbed or turned away at the mention of God..then so be it. I probably would not click with those clients to begin with.
Over the last few years though, I've felt like God is trying to reach out to me. I do want to serve Him, I do want to worship Him, but some of my habits in life make me feel like a martyr in doing so. Most of my drive to want to start going to church is for Max (and myself of course). Brandi and I both want Max to grow up going to church, and to let God lead his life.
If I only would have learned that YEARS ago. I ALWAYS used to worry....even up until like a year ago. I'm a full time entreprenuer. How was I too pay the bills when there was no work? I made a conscience decision to just "let go," and let Him control my life. Everytime I start to wonder why something isn't working out, or why I didn't get that publication in the magazine, or why the Sandal's deal didn't work out, I make myself remember that God is leading my life. Those things obviously didn't happen for a reason (albeit I have yet to discover it)
For the first time ever, I am proud to say that God is not only IN my life, but IN control of it....and man does it feel good!
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